Stuck

Have you ever felt just stuck between two things?  Not litterally but figuratively? 

Yeah me too.  So much of me want to change, wants to find good in the world, but then there's parts of me that just don't know.  Then I generally have a more down day, or feel like friends are non-existent and I fall back into my old antisocial ways. 

I see the good that has come from overcoming my faults and changing.  I feel it too, I'm finally happy again.  I finally feel like I can breathe.  I finally feel like I made progress... but then I don't know it just doesn't make so much sense anymore.